standsonhigh: (Crushing defeat)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
The Master knew there was literally no way to win here. He either had one kind of pain or another. And he really couldn't decide which was better because neither was a picnic to experience. His first thought was to use his fingers to turn down the setting but when he couldn't find the controls to it, he panicked, knowing it was either a shock or another potentially five minute bout of pain.

His brain scanned every potential, trying to hard to try and find a way out of this. But by the time he heard nine, he reacted on instinct and shocked himself, not wanting to go through that again.

As the pain took over him, his hand lost grip of the device and it shot from his hand, bouncing behind the bed and out of reach. Well, you know, he could think of worse things to lose.
standsonhigh: (Headaching)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
"What? There isn't a choice now!" The Master argued desperately, jerking his arms desperate against the ties. This wasn't fair! This wasn't right, the Doctor wasn't meant to be this way. He was meant to be nicer, to be sickeningly pathetic and forgiving. Not torture him on a bed like this.

He didn't know if it had been sixty seconds or not by the time he finished panicking, all he knew was that thrashing, wriggling and kicking weren't helping him much here. So what choice did he have?

"Please," he finally offered, looking the Doctor in the eyes, desperate hoping he could pull at his heart strings and catch himself a break. It was okay if he didn't actually mean it, right? "Please, don't do it."
standsonhigh: (Keep calm)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
Now that was just frustrating! He'd said please, what more did the bastard want? Wincing at the cruel mock affection, he made sure to keep his mouth shut this time. The Master closed his eyes again as his bruised throat took another brutal choking, his eyes watering this time under the pressure. When his face has turned suitably blue and his body stopped moving, he knew he was coming near the end.

And he also knew the grasp he had on staying conscious was drifting as well. Wouldn't that be lovely? To just drift free of this horrible moment.

It seemed a nice alternative to begging.
standsonhigh: (Oh ew)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
The Master couldn't get words out by this point, just make very small noises that sounded vaguely like words but not quite. His throat felt clogged and even breathing was a struggle, let alone speaking. Too much pressure in one small space.

Instead of telling the Doctor anything, his eyes sort of rolled back into his head as he let himself rest against the pillow, eyes yearning to close so he could just block this all out instead of having to beg again.

As much as he wanted to fight back, to shove the Doctor off, all he could do was take it. But that didn't mean he had to be awake and alert to suffer it.
standsonhigh: (Curses!)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
The shocks were like little needles dancing on his skin and he couldn't relax with them constantly forcing his body to jerk in pain, muscles aching from trying to tense and prevent it. Clamping his eyes shut, he took several harsh breaths, wanting to rest, to sleep and leave this horrible nightmare. Maybe he'd wake up on the valiant?

Oh, if this was a nightmare then he was so going the Doctor pay for it. As deluded as it may of sounded, he wanted desperately for this to be some strange joke. Just not real at all. The next words made his gut churn horribly, he didn't want to know how the Doctor intended to make him bleed.

He just imagined it'd hurt.