standsonhigh: (Wary of carnage)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-13 11:58 pm (UTC)(link)
The Master took a deep almost desperate gasp of breath, not even sure how much he actually needed it. He didn't care if he was taking the breath from the Doctor, he just had to do it, he had to know he wasn't going to lose this precious oxygen he was so in need of. Once he felt like he could breath better with his raw aching throat and the spots had left his eyes, he jerked his head down to try and get away from the Doctor's lips.

He didn't care what the man did, he refused to be used like this. He wouldn't be anyone prisoner, he wasn't that sort of man. He had to reign it in, hide his fear.
standsonhigh: (Crushing defeat)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
The Master took what little chance he had to take a very deep breath before it started this time, trying to focus on everything but the way he felt like his neck was about to snap and his head would explode. his face was red and his eyes bulged out as his mouth fell open, trying desperately to get air. All that came out as a little noise of pain. Like a choking animal.

Jack? Oh, yeah, that was fair! The freak was immortal. He only had a handful lives and he didn't want to lose them all because the Doctor had clearly lost it. And besides, anyone that much of a freak deserved it.
standsonhigh: (The drum beat)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 12:20 am (UTC)(link)
He didn't know how to fight this, he really didn't. He could get the Doctor off no matter how much he struggled, his hands were very tightly fixed to the side of the bed and couldn't be broken free of, he was trapped entirely. There was literally no way out and the more he realised that, the more scared he became. The Doctor wouldn't let him die, he didn't think as much, but he had five minutes of this?

As white spots came over his eyes, he shut them purposefully and let his body go limp in the desperate hope that submitting this way would make him stop. Just long enough for him to stop and for the Master to think. He could still win this, he could, he just needed to be able to breath first.
standsonhigh: (Crushing defeat)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 12:33 am (UTC)(link)
The minutes blurred and he didn't even know how long that had truly lasted, all he knew was that he couldn't think by the end. His eyes strained in his head, burning painfully, his ears rung and harshly contracted with the drums in his head, which were currently going mad in panic. Banging loudly against his skull as if trying to force him back awake, to keep him alert and alive. Gaping like a drowning fish, he tried to gently get oxygen down his bruised throat, wanting to clear his head.

Rassilon sake, any longer and he was seriously concerned about brain damage. Opening his eyes, he gave the Doctor a desperate look, only managing to make a strange rasping noise.

It hurt his throat to talk, the words stuck inside him, refusing to come out. He tried his best to force out a rather rough and strangled no.
standsonhigh: (Keep calm)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
He only managed two very small sips before he turned his head away, trying to get himself upright so he had better leverage and more distance from the damn water being waved in his face. He had no idea what was happening here or what was wrong with the Doctor but being both unable to move and unable to articulate his thoughts verbally unnerved him more than anything else he'd experienced today. He didn't cope well with loss of control, he never had.

How was he meant to not look scared with that tie still around his neck, an ever dangling threat? He couldn't deal with being choked again, he didn't like the risk of losing this body. Or any body, come to that.
standsonhigh: (Your devil)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 01:00 am (UTC)(link)
The Master's body tensed at the threat, his body almost trembling at the idea of suffering that again, he really didn't want to. When nothing happened, a relieved half laugh ripped out, though there was no humour to it. The absolute bastard, he was playing head games with him! He thought this whole thing was some joke. Recoiling at the flick, he gritted his teeth, just hoping that if he didn't do anything to provoke a reaction, the Doctor leave.

He had to get bored eventually. The Master would have time, he'd have chance to fix on an escape plan. He couldn't take much more of this.
standsonhigh: (Not happy)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
The Master spluttered and coughed, his bruised neck not taking kindly to such harsh treatment. How much longer was the Doctor going to wind him up like this? Hissing in pain, he tilted his head back, futility trying to move the tie away from the Doctor as he did so. He didn't like the way he had this kind of power to use on him. The way he basically had a fucking leash.

Taking a deep breath, he ground his teeth, desperate not to start anything. He had to just play the waiting game now, react as little as he could till the Doctor got bored. He could still have control, there was a chance to take it back. It all hinged on him keeping his temper in check.
standsonhigh: (Furious)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 01:23 am (UTC)(link)
The Master cried out against his better judgement, jerking in pain as he tugged uselessly again at the ties around his arms to try and get himself away from the bed and the position he was stuck in. What did he do to him?! How did -- no, he didn't put something in him? That wasn't fair! That was cheating. All ideas of playing nice died as he growled angrily, thrashing beneath the Doctor. What did it matter if he upset him? There didn't seem to be a way to win this.

"You mental bastard," the Master spat out, despite his voice being rough and quiet, all together hard to understand. It came with being strangled like that. "Piss off!"
standsonhigh: (So bring it)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 01:32 am (UTC)(link)
The Master fought against the shocks to his body, forcing himself not to break under the pain of them. Any higher and he really did dread to think what effects it'd have on his body. His teeth clenched, he convulsed from the pain, gasping loudly when it was over to try and keep on top of breathing, despite how painful that now was. Who installed an electric chip? Seriously? That was far too -- well, cruel. That was always more his thing.

He really didn't know what to do to make him stop, he didn't think asking nicely would actually work. Maybe if he just waited it out like he did the choking, he would stop and the Master could cling to some level of dignity.
standsonhigh: (Crushing defeat)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
The Master knew there was literally no way to win here. He either had one kind of pain or another. And he really couldn't decide which was better because neither was a picnic to experience. His first thought was to use his fingers to turn down the setting but when he couldn't find the controls to it, he panicked, knowing it was either a shock or another potentially five minute bout of pain.

His brain scanned every potential, trying to hard to try and find a way out of this. But by the time he heard nine, he reacted on instinct and shocked himself, not wanting to go through that again.

As the pain took over him, his hand lost grip of the device and it shot from his hand, bouncing behind the bed and out of reach. Well, you know, he could think of worse things to lose.
standsonhigh: (Headaching)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
"What? There isn't a choice now!" The Master argued desperately, jerking his arms desperate against the ties. This wasn't fair! This wasn't right, the Doctor wasn't meant to be this way. He was meant to be nicer, to be sickeningly pathetic and forgiving. Not torture him on a bed like this.

He didn't know if it had been sixty seconds or not by the time he finished panicking, all he knew was that thrashing, wriggling and kicking weren't helping him much here. So what choice did he have?

"Please," he finally offered, looking the Doctor in the eyes, desperate hoping he could pull at his heart strings and catch himself a break. It was okay if he didn't actually mean it, right? "Please, don't do it."
standsonhigh: (Keep calm)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 02:00 am (UTC)(link)
Now that was just frustrating! He'd said please, what more did the bastard want? Wincing at the cruel mock affection, he made sure to keep his mouth shut this time. The Master closed his eyes again as his bruised throat took another brutal choking, his eyes watering this time under the pressure. When his face has turned suitably blue and his body stopped moving, he knew he was coming near the end.

And he also knew the grasp he had on staying conscious was drifting as well. Wouldn't that be lovely? To just drift free of this horrible moment.

It seemed a nice alternative to begging.
standsonhigh: (Oh ew)

[personal profile] standsonhigh 2014-01-14 02:08 am (UTC)(link)
The Master couldn't get words out by this point, just make very small noises that sounded vaguely like words but not quite. His throat felt clogged and even breathing was a struggle, let alone speaking. Too much pressure in one small space.

Instead of telling the Doctor anything, his eyes sort of rolled back into his head as he let himself rest against the pillow, eyes yearning to close so he could just block this all out instead of having to beg again.

As much as he wanted to fight back, to shove the Doctor off, all he could do was take it. But that didn't mean he had to be awake and alert to suffer it.

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